Poet about Love

Well i don't know if i can call this a Poet at all, but i think this is i came up with...

Mostly, in the middle of the night when i'm just inspired and must to do something to let it out,

i usually draw and write words...just randomly...

i wrote not only about myself, sometimes i don't need any exact subject or object. Words just flew away from me. (i got many help from google translate, hahaha)

this is the latest i made.

A little heaven in hell

I try not to gaze, but I’ll be damned

Cause in every single time

At every single place

I can find you without looking

I can hear you without emphasizing

I can dream about you without sleeping

This sounds exaggerating

But this is what I feel, almost constantly

Almost unwittingly

Do you think I’m amused?

No, not in a hell at all

Because I don’t want to be like this

Being like an addict

So I refused the temptation with sorrow

Because I know I’m gonna regret it tomorrow

But even if you came to me once more

I will always give you the same lie

I’ll take the chance of being burnt alive

Than lost the place I call best in life

The place I call “Friend”

One word than can lit me to scorched

Yet can save me from evaporate

Burn me. Smile to me, Scorched me, Laugh with me

Damned me, Argue with me

Call me, Don’t flirt with me

Be pissed at me, Don’t cry

You can forget me, But please be happy

That way

I can find my little heaven in hell

I Want and I Will

I wanna be on your  mind so you can think of me

I wanna be by your side so you can see me

I wanna be smart so you can ask me

I wanna be open so you can share with me

I wanna let you lean on my shoulder so you can cry

I wanna act funny so I can see you smile

I wanna be like an idiot so I can cherish you

I wanna lend you my ear so I can hear your stories

I wanna call you so I won’t lose contact to you

I wanna know your hobby so I can get close to you

I wanna sit next to you so I can steal information about you (haha)

And

I will never wanna laugh at your mistakes

I will never tell lies ‘cause I don’t wanna make you upset

I will never make a promise I can’t keep

I will never put jealousy above sense

I will never wanna make you feel burdened

I will always stand strong by your side

I will always trust your words

I will always make you worth

I will always listen to your mind

I will always let you being quiet

I will always treat you right

I will always love the ones you love

Just like that song about I’ll be your crying shoulder

I’ll be love suicide, I’ll be better when I’m older, and

I’ll be the greatest fan of your life